Should I take the leap of faith?
It's not going to be easy if it happens..
It will not be the same anymore after that..
It's going to be an irreversible change..
And thus the consideration..
There's an equal chance for success and failure..
Am I willing to gamble and bring it up to a higher level?
Am I prepared to face whatever consequences that may come later?
Such a difficult decision.. Sigh..
Or is it back to 'Escape' mode for me?
i am who i am
9/06/2010 12:13:00 PM
I don't know if I want to continue with this..
I feel like giving up on this..
Not going to hope for anything to happen anymore..
I'm tired of thinking about all this..
I feel myself drowning in positive and negative signals..
If something is going on, please let it happen now, if not, don't ever let it happen in the future..
Do I sound like I'm desperate?
i am who i am
9/03/2010 10:29:00 PM
Yes, let's analyze where's the problem..
Movies
Lunches/Dinners
Park
Dates
SMSes (Frequent)
Phone Calls
Leaning on shoulders
What's the problem? Maybe I'm the problem..
i am who i am
9/03/2010 03:55:00 PM
Why do I get this familiar feeling?
Am I doing the wrong thing?
Am I thinking in the wrong direction?
If so, please stop giving me the wrong signals!
不要对我太好，我会当真。
First , I get some signals, interpreted it as something, then received confirmation that it's not true, and lastly continue to receive the same signals.
Are you kidding me? Stop playing this nonsense!
I'm so confused right now.. Stop confusing me anymore..
i am who i am
9/03/2010 11:48:00 AM
No calls. Singapore is safe (at least for my part of Singapore).
Fun people in the rota. Hope to know them better in the future.
Will try to relax myself and sleep well next time.
Or you will see me in a zombie state after every duty.. Haha..
i am who i am
9/03/2010 11:32:00 AM
