S A N D R A there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog, so read it or leave it.
* philosophies *
Have lower expectations so that life is less stressful and you can live happier. It's ok to fall, but you must remember how to get back up.
This is my Ah Gong and Ah Mah.My Aunt and her husband. Celine, the second youngest cousin in the family. Primary 2. This is her normal look with the spectacles. Hui Xin, the third youngest. Just finished PSLE. Darren, fifth youngest. Just finished PSLE. Hui Shan, sixth oldest. Same age as my sister. My sister is older by a few months. Yee Teng (Elaine), forth oldest. Currently studying in Poly. Yvonne, third oldest. Currently studying in Poly. My brother is the second oldest. This is me! I am the oldest among all of them. Used to be called “大姐大”.. Anyway, this is how I look with spectacles.. I think I still look quite pretty with the spectacles on.. =P
i am who i am 11/25/2008 12:02:00 AM
I had lots of fun in this class.. My most enjoyable module in University so far.. Because everyone is very funny and we always talk cock in class.. A guy standing beside me in the photo commented that he came to learn how to pick up girls in French.. Lol.. And if you are wondering, I took French only because I want to learn a new language.. Most of my classmates are year 1, but I feel like I am year 1 when I am with them.. A few of them actually still thought that I am year 1 after half the sem was gone.. Haha.. Too bad.. I just look young.. =P I was lucky to have Xuan Yi (Jolene as she calls herself in class) in my lecture group and Josephine in my tutorial group.. Xuan Yi is just so lovable in class, I think everyone in class likes having her around.. Josephine was my partner for both my oral tests.. She also adds laughter to the class.. I am still waiting for the lecturer to send us the email about the details for the collection of our final test.. I hope I won't score too badly compared to the class.. =X
i am who i am 11/23/2008 01:58:00 AM
This is my "cute" 15 year old sister trying to pose a forceful smile for me. Do we really look alike? Here's a photo for comparison. I look prettier right? She's just too "cute" (read = fat). By the way, that's her standard pose for all her narcissistic photos that I have seen so far.. Something she made with the lights of the car behind on the roof of the taxi. So sweet!! =D
i am who i am 11/21/2008 05:17:00 PM
Well, I can safely say that this is my most hardworking semester.. Of course, I am looking forward to better grades to reflect my extra efforts.. Though it's a bit late to start being "hardworking" only now.. But it's better than not starting at all.. =P
Have been thinking about what I want to do when I graduate.. Did not really get an answer.. I have been trying to keep my options open.. But with such grades, what can I do? A bit too late to regret.. But at least I did enjoy almost every bit of my university life (mostly hall life actually) so far.. I had a good start in 2006 and an exciting climax lasting from 2007 to 2008.. Now I am working on my happy ending to bring my university life to a beautiful closing in 2009..
i am who i am 11/20/2008 12:33:00 AM
I need to disappear from the surface of the world.. I am being haunted terribly.. I need some peace.. more peace actually.. I cannot sleep well.. Messages keep coming in at wrong timings.. Spoil my mood.. Ruin the day.. I did what I can already.. Quit bugging me.. Or I'll quit instead.. I am already having low morale.. Exams are coming! I have my life too! Why did I even stupidly took it up? Many regrets.. Wanna turn back time quite badly..
i am who i am 11/10/2008 09:57:00 PM
I just got back the results of my test last week.. And guess what? I have finally managed to achieve average marks for my core module! Nothing too good nor bad.. It's just 14/40.. It was said that majority have gotten 10-15.. I am quite amazed at my marks.. Firstly, I did not study as much for that module.. Secondly, I just copied molecules and reagents straight from the notes.. Thirdly, I did not know what I was writing and whether it was correct or not.. Lastly, I left one question blank.. For the questions that I have received marks from, I don't know why and which part of it is correct.. I had 8/10 for one of the questions! That's like almost correct! But my answer is far from that of the model answer that the lecturer gave though.. I guess I must be quite lucky to guess and get it correct.. Hooray for Sandra!! I am now in an ultra good mood even though I think I chui-ed the test that I sat for at 1pm just now.. Oh well.. I guess that's how I am.. Today is a happy day!! =)
i am who i am 11/07/2008 02:25:00 PM
Don't complain that I did not give my 100%.. I used to do that ok? It is just that the circumstances doesn't make me feel like doing so now only.. I am tired of putting in my 100% and see others not doing the same.. I used to be punctual, efficient, nice, attended all meeting.. blah blah blah.. That's the old Sandra.. Forget her.. It's hard to get the old me back.. You can try convincing me but prove it with visible results.. I feel that whatever that I am seeing now should not be even happening.. I am in this for the 2nd year.. I had given my all for my first.. There should not be any excuses that people cannot do the same in their first.. Everyone has tests, appointments, trainings, lessons, girlfriends or boyfriends.. Don't make yourselves sound so busy because everyone else is as busy!! Your tests, appointments, trainings, lessons, girlfriends and boyfriends are not anymore important than mine.. Why is it that I feel that I am the only being criticized/commented on for doing the same thing that everyone else is doing? I don't give a damn about being a role model.. I have outgrown it.. I have become smarter.. I see no point in being early if everyone else is always late.. I see no point in attending every meeting if the attendance is never full.. I see no point in attending the whole length of the meeting if people can leave early or come late due to trainings, other appointments or tests the next day.. I see no point in putting this at a higher priority if it is not even of priority to others.. I see no point in wasting my time in this shit.. Don't criticize my way of doing things if your ways of doing things is not right either.. I admit that I am not a role model, but I was a role model once.. I admit that my works may not be the best, but I did put in my best.. So shut the hell up.. =)
*End of ranting*
i am who i am 11/07/2008 12:34:00 AM
• Detailed, meticulous and observant, quick to pick out abnormalities.
• Empathetic, understanding, helpful and supportive.
• Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships.
• Concerned with prestige, recognition, rank and reputation.
• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.
• A good supporter of others.
• Less inclined to decide how and what needs to be done ahead of schedule.
• Less expressive verbally.
While at Work
Ms Lee is prepared to put in hard work moderately but she may at times prefer to work at her own pace.
Ms Lee is relatively dependable to deliver results on time. She may sometimes be late in meeting deadlines.
Ms Lee generally will persist with work until it is completed but may at times not complete her tasks.
Ms Lee is likely to be quality-conscious and achievement-oriented. She is motivated to produce work that is of a high standard. She is observant, quick to spot errors and critical where work is concerned. She is likely to be meticulous, careful and pre-occupied with detail.
Ms Lee is generally objective but may at times be emotional.
Ms Lee is sympathetic and considerate towards others. She is also likely to be tolerant, understanding and forgiving. Ms Lee lends support and offers help readily. She often lends a listening ear to others and is concerned about their welfare. She is also charitable.
Ms Lee is friendly and outgoing when she is with friends although she may at times prefer to be quiet.
Ms Lee is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. She is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. She tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those she loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of her character.
Ms Lee is moderately serious about her responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of her work.
Ms Lee is concerned with position and status. She cares about how people view her. Prestige, quality, rank and reputation are important to her. She is likely to be brand-conscious and would attach significance to status symbols. She takes pride in her appearance.
Ms Lee sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. She is trusting and believes what people say. She tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. She is uncomfortable when she has to wheel and deal.
A good supporter to the people around her, Ms Lee does not desire to lead or influence people. She is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. She prefers to responds rather than initiate. She looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.
Ms Lee is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to her and she is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.
Being less inclined to plan, Ms Lee has the tendency to be disorganized, unsystematic and reactive to the situation. She may waste time and effort because she may end up having to rework her tasks due to lack of planning.
Ms Lee is not an expressive person and may have difficulty expressing her ideas, thoughts or plans. Her language ability may not be strong and she could be described as a person of few words.
Ms Lee is generally able to tolerate some uncertainty although she would be uncomfortable if uncertainty or changes increase.
My Aunt and her husband.
Celine, the second youngest cousin in the family. Primary 2.
This is her normal look with the spectacles.
Hui Xin, the third youngest. Just finished PSLE.
Darren, fifth youngest. Just finished PSLE.
Hui Shan, sixth oldest. Same age as my sister. My sister is older by a few months.
Yee Teng (Elaine), forth oldest. Currently studying in Poly.
Yvonne, third oldest. Currently studying in Poly. My brother is the second oldest.
This is me! I am the oldest among all of them. Used to be called “大姐大”..
C'est ma classe française.
Do we really look alike?
Here's a photo for comparison. I look prettier right? She's just too "cute" (read = fat).
Something she made with the lights of the car behind on the roof of the taxi. So sweet!! =D