* me *
S A N D R A
there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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* philosophies *
Have lower expectations so that life is less stressful and you can live happier. It's ok to fall, but you must remember how to get back up.

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* Wednesday, October 27, 2010 *
* 当你的爱人问你爱他多久时,最浪漫,最好的回答不是 “一辈子" *
午后,慵懒的阳光洒落地面,纵长路上,男孩骑车载着女孩.....[你会爱我多久?]

女孩紧抱着男孩,侧着头在他耳边这样甜甜的问,她知道,这个问题没有100分的答案。带着娇嗔的轻笑,她说:「给你一个说甜言蜜语的机会。」

男孩却认真的思考了起来。趁着红灯停止的机会,他举起手比了个“一”要女孩猜猜他的答案是什麽。女孩想了一想,快乐的说:「一辈子!」

男孩笑了,并不是因为她答对,而是感染了她的喜悦。绿灯了,男孩不仅趋车面对现实,也收敛起笑容,轻轻的告诉女孩:「我不会给这种答案的,这样的答案好到不真实了,像在说谎..再猜猜..」

女孩对男孩的说法很满意,於是歪者头继续想..「一天?」「呵呵,我们已经相恋两个月了,一天、一星期、一个月这些都不成立喔!」又是红灯,男孩握住女孩的手,微笑的看着她,

女孩窃笑,大声的说「不会是一瞬间吧?」这个答案让男孩差点笑倒在马路上「当然不是啦!」他一直深爱着女孩的幽默,深爱着女孩爽朗的笑容,这个答案让他更紧握住女孩的手....「一年吗?」曾经有过一年时间等待的承诺,使得女孩对一年这个答案特别敏感。男孩摇摇头,

他们之间已经不需要等待,只剩时间的考验...「一百年好了,爱我一百年就够了。」女孩说着,并表现着幸福的模样。男孩说「一百年太短了吧,不够我爱你啊!」甜言蜜语是男孩的专长,爱听甜言蜜语却是女孩的弱点....女孩笑了,轻铃的笑声让男孩闯了红灯....

「想要听答案了吗?」男孩想说了,而女孩想听「我会爱你多久呢?」男孩手比着一说:「一....一直到你不再爱我的那一天....」

女孩怔了……一直到你不再爱我的那一天... 

i am who i am
10/27/2010 05:52:00 PM
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* Sunday, October 24, 2010 *
* Banana Cake from Japan *
This is the banana cake that my brother bought back from Japan during his transit.
Not only does it look like a banana, it tastes like one inside too!
The filling inside ooze out with every small little bite I took.. Yummy!!


The first time bro went away for so long and got souvenirs even though he's broke.. :)

i am who i am
10/24/2010 09:23:00 AM
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* Saturday, October 23, 2010 *
* 有时候如果能这样那该多好 *
有时候如果能不顾外人瞩目,
想抱就抱,想亲就亲,那该多好?
有时候如果能向全世界宣布我们正恋爱中,
好让亲友和外人来羡慕,那该多好?
有时候如果能不管那繁忙的工作量,
想见面就见面,想拍拖就拍拖,那该多好?
有时候如果能不顾他人意见,
想做什么就做什么,那该多好?

但是,这些事都只是“如果”,只是个人的自私想法,不是想要就有的……

i am who i am
10/23/2010 12:25:00 PM
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* Wednesday, October 20, 2010 *
* The Simple Actions *
I would like to be able to..
See someone..
Hear someone's voice
Touch someone..
Feel someone's feeling..
Hold someone's hand..
Eat meals with someone..
Walk beside someone..

Kiss someone..
Hug someone..
Fall in love with someone..
Spend seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years or decades with someone..
Live a life with someone..

And I would like you to be this special someone.. =)

i am who i am
10/20/2010 11:21:00 PM
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* *
* 20.10.2010 *
Today is a unique day.
20.10.2010
It won't occur again.
Glad to have met up and spent some time together. =)
I wonder when will the next special day be?

i am who i am
10/20/2010 10:17:00 PM
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* *
* Beary Lovely Present!! *

I received this cute lovely bear from my beloved on 11/10/10!! (^∇^)

May we have many more days like this in the future.. =D


i am who i am
10/20/2010 01:27:00 PM
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* Friday, October 8, 2010 *
* The Price For The Prize *
I ran in the Home Team Southern Sector track events this morning..
I really haven't workout seriously for very long..
After finishing 3rd for my first event the 400m race, I started to feel uncomfortable..
Then I vomited some of the 100plus that I drank before the race..
Felt a bit better, and went a head to run my 2nd and last event the 200m race..
Didn't go all out but tried not to be last..
And I came in 2nd last for that event..
Then I exited the track to vomit again..
But I really did feel better after vomiting..
Then I returned to division..
All was well until my head started to hurt..
It was like how I felt right after H&H during trainee time..
But I went on with badminton training..
Then on the way home after training, the headache got very bad..
I found a seat on the bus thinking it would make the headache better but it didn't..
Then along the journey, I started to feel like vomiting again..
But I had no plastic bag, so I alighted form the bus..
Got off the bus, then released what I have to release..
Still feeling bad, I wanted to get home badly, so that I can eat panadol and rest..
And so I took the cab since peak hour was over..
Reached home, took pills and now writing this..
So I'm going to rest now..
Hope it's better tmr..
Don't wanna let it ruin my plans..

i am who i am
10/08/2010 09:40:00 PM
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* Thursday, October 7, 2010 *
* Aching *
Chest pains!!
I think I need some balloons or a bypass soon.. =(

i am who i am
10/07/2010 08:55:00 PM
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* *
* The Truth Hurts *
The truth really hurts..
Sometimes, you even wonder if you should tell the truth..
Because keeping it as a secret forever may be a better choice..
At least if it's something unpleasant, the persons involved will not be hurt if they don't know the truth..
Somethings are better off being secrets..
They can be secretly forgotten after a period of time..
Such that the secret keeper has almost forgotten its insignificant existence because it didn't really matter anymore as long as it's still a secret..
I approve of white lies if it keeps me happy..
But they should be such powerful lies that I cannot differentiate between lies and truths..
So that I'll never know the hurting truth..

i am who i am
10/07/2010 08:29:00 PM
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* *
* Matters of the Heart *
Sometimes it beats very fast..
Sometimes it is very calm..
Sometimes it feels painful..
Sometimes these painful occurrences can be reasoned..
Sometimes they cannot be explained..
Some reasons are physical..
Some are psychological..
I just hope it will not hurt anymore in the future..

i am who i am
10/07/2010 05:30:00 PM
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* Tuesday, October 5, 2010 *
* Loss of Control *
I've somehow lost the ability to control my feelings..
This ability has been passed on bit by bit to him..
I've also lost the ability to shield myself..
To shield myself from the outside world..
For I have opened up myself bit by bit to him..
I've become more vulnerable..
I've become weaker..
I've given the ability to protect myself to him..
I've given him the chance to protect me from harm..

i am who i am
10/05/2010 06:03:00 PM
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