* Busy, busy, busy *

Very busy.. busy with rag.. busy with harry potter.. sigh.. I'm so tired after each night such that I can only read 1 or 2 chapters.. Anyway, many thanks to Dina who lent me the 7th Potter book on my birthday. Will try to read as fast as I can, but I estimate that I can only finish earliest before rag day.. haha.. do not be suprised, I'm a slow reader..

signing off.. back to work now.. =(
i am who i am
7/27/2007 03:09:00 AM

* Mixed Feelings >.< *

The feelings I'm experiencing now:

• Excited


• Scared


• Stressed


• Tired


• Happy


• Sad


• Nervous


• Angry


• Lost


• Contented

Not many days left.. I'm going to go home this weekend for the last time. the next time will be in mid-august when this crazy event is over.. No matter the result, I just glad I joined. Really, really hope we will win..

Moving out of my vacation room later in the morning.. Finally can go back to block b already.. Yay.. It's not that I really like the place. I feel more comfortable there, after spending like near 1 year in the block.. I just don't feel comfortable in another block, I cannot and will not do things like I do when I'm in my own block.. Yawns.. I'm going to sleep now, even though I still have not pack my stuff.. hope I can shift everything in an hour.. (so that I can get more sleep.. hehe..)

i am who i am
7/21/2007 05:41:00 AM

* First Meeting + Interesting Discovery *

Wahaha.. Just now, I was in charged of my first meeting. Yup! Finally got a chance.. Nothing more to write about it..

I thought quite long about something and found out that there are no senior raggers that have held the post 'Material Engineer' that are in this team now.. Hmm.. maybe the previous few cannot bear to take the stress under this post again or they are very clever to siam from it this time round.. hehe.. maybe it's both.. haha.. wonder if any one of us will join rag again next year as a material engineer..
i am who i am
7/14/2007 05:38:00 AM

* My favourite video *

The video that changed everything..

It all started as an accident..

I remembered it was last year..

If I had not went to the business welcome tea with Stella, I would not know about Sheares Hall..

If I had not know about Sheares Hall, I would not have went for Sheares Exposure Camp..

If I had not went for the camp, I would not have a bunch of new great friends and I would not have watched the Rag0506 video..

If I had not have these friends, I would not want to stay in hall..

If I had not decided to stay in hall, I would not join Sheares Rag even if my whole group of friends joined..

If I had not join, I would not know how great an experience it was to have been through Rag..

If I had not know the experience, I would not have joined it (again) this year..

If I had not joined it again, I would not be able to work with a great team of raggers..

If I had not worked with them, we would not know what we may accomplish in the end..

May we be victorious! =)

i am who i am
7/12/2007 04:50:00 AM

* Counting down.. *

Exactly one month to Rag!! Ahhh... So little time left.. but why don't I feel the rush? Haha.. I don't know either.. Even during exams I don't feel nervous until the last few days before the papers.. I need some amount of stress to bring my productivity to an optimum level..

Been cooped up in this horrible place for too long.. Need to get out to do some things.. Need to exercise.. I'm really getting fatter by day but I'm also too lazy to run.. Need some adrenaline pump, life is too boring here.. always eat, sit and sleep.. no wonder I'll grow fat.. My brain had been resting too long already.. from doing all the brainless, monotonous, repetitive tasks for the past 3-4 weeks..

Sigh.. Can't wait to end this soon.. 11 August, here we come!!
i am who i am
7/11/2007 02:58:00 AM

* New Era Of Men *

What's happening to guys these days?

A few guys that I have asked, didn't know that wall putty (aka filler) can be sanded away after it had dried.. I find myself quite knowledgable in that sense.. haha.. I knew it from filling up the holes on the walls that the previous flat owner left from not using 3M hooks.. haha.. advertising for 3M products..
i am who i am
7/10/2007 04:17:00 AM

* Choices *

For everything, there's always a choice..

I made my choice last year to join rag again this year. I made the choice to spend one and a half month to commit to rag as a material engineer. I knew that time with my family and friends is going to be sacrificed somehow, but I made the choice. It is a choice I'm sure I will not regret.

As my friends and family, I hope that you will understand that I have committed myself to doing rag and that most of my time would be spent in hall completing the float for rag. I really hope that there is no misunderstanding between us about me not spending enough time with you. I've tried to spend time with my friends and family, though the limited time I have is only the weekends.. Now, it's even worse, I only have Saturday nights and Sunday afternoons to spare for anyone else. Mind it, it's for everyone else! I have not even planned some time for myself! Poor me.. *sob*


Today, Dina asked a question, "If you were to die in rag, how would you choose to die?"
I thought for quite a while and decided that I want to die in a beautiful and memorable way.. Anyway, this is how I want to die:
1) Trip and fall (near a side prop or the main float)
2) Get my head hit by a sharp edge of the prop *ouch*
3) Bleed to death / Brain kena punctured
Haha.. although it is quite a painful death, I think that it's ok since I'll be leaving my 'mark' on the float.. hehe..
i am who i am
7/04/2007 03:31:00 AM