Though money cannot buy everything, it is still essential for survival..
Last week, I decided not to stay in hall next sem so that I can save money..
A few days ago, people approach me to commit to hall and I rejected them..
Until yesterday when I decided to commit myself to hall once again and overlook the financial difficulties that I am facing, I am told by my mother to withdraw from hall to save money..
Why does this have to happen to me now?
When I have finally decided to do something, a problem that I thought was not yet a problem became a real problem..
How can I bear to tell them that I want to stay in hall to do stuff again?
I even have difficulties paying the fees this sem, let alone next sem..
Now I have plans to take up some weekend/part-time jobs..
But how much can I earn?
Is it going to be enough for my next sem's stay?
Is it enough such that I don't have to ask for more money from my parents?
Why is it that I find myself the only one who cares about the family?
Why is it that I feel that I am the only one who understands the situation we are in now?
Maybe because I am the one spending the most money?
I agree that tuition fees and hostel fees are too much to bear looking at my family's financial status now..
Sigh.. I feel like I can go and script a movie titled, "Money No Enough 3"..
It might actually beat Jack Neo's "Money No Enough" and "Money No Enough 2".. Lol..
i am who i am
9/06/2008 11:11:00 PM
