I am having that feeling again..
I feel chained down..
I want to disappear..
I want to escape..
I want to go away..
I did myself bad..
I think I have regretted..
I shouldn't have done so in the beginning..
It seems like I dug my own grave..
I don't know what to do now..
I want to be free..
I want to leave this place..
The grass is definitely million times greener at home than here..
Should I end it here selfishly?
And not care what others say or do?
Leaving them to those closer ones who stayed behind?
I feel evil.. selfish.. and sorry..
I should make a decision soon..
I am still not sure if I can be strong till the end..
I feel that I should pursue my happiness and freedom..
i am who i am
1/29/2009 05:43:00 PM
