After some thoughts and without much discussion, I decided what to do..
I called the person up and told her that I would like to join as a Senior Officer..
I figured that it was not a bad move.. At least it's better than not moving..
I think I should give it a try..
You'll never know what it's like until you try.. So I did..
Now, there's another problem.. My parents..
They never thought I would become part of SCDF..
I don't have the slightest idea what they think I would become..
First, they didn't like the idea of me becoming a nurse to wipe other people's backsides..
Then, my father couldn't sleep well when I told him I was going to be interviewed for senior officer..
Now, after knowing that they have selected me and I am thinking, I keep feeling that he is trying to psycho me out of it in a less obvious manner..
I am confused here! If they or rather my father, worry so much, why don't he just force me down a path he wants me to.. Instead of letting me choose first, then criticizing my choices..
Now I don't even know how to break the news of my decision to him..
The way he talks to me about it is torturing me like mad.. Like how you have finally made up your mind and there's this voice from somewhere that keeps asking," Are you sure you want this?"..
I think they just worry too much.. Maybe it's good that I have protective parents?
But worrying that a baby will fall and hurt herself after weeks of worrying that she still haven't learn to walk is seriously worrying too much!
That's it! Don't worry too much! I will this as a learning experience! I am still young anyway!
i am who i am
10/28/2009 12:46:00 AM
